Day 80: Let’s bring some psychology into this

We've officially been broken up longer than the last time. And I'm trying to start letting go of the hope we will get back together. Since my last post, things didn't go as smoothly as I wanted them to. Of course they didn't, you can't just force your thoughts and feelings to be a certain … Continue reading Day 80: Let’s bring some psychology into this →

Day 57: Exhausted

Last week was absolute shit. Seriously, fuck last week. I know normally I'm always fairly positive, but there is little positive to say about last week. Sure, there were some highlights, but overall it was really bad. And I figured, that is also something worth mentioning. I pride myself on trying to be positive and … Continue reading Day 57: Exhausted →

Day 51: Blessing in disguise

The last two weeks I have been thinking about getting back together with him. I talked about it with a few friends and mostly with my Dad. He said I should follow my heart. That love and relationships aren't based on logic, but on feelings. He said that me and my ex are both special … Continue reading Day 51: Blessing in disguise →

Day 31: Overwhelming sadness

I have good news and bad news. The good news is that I feel like myself again. The bad news is that I feel like a total wreck. My sadness is finally at the level I expected it to be. When I didn't cry at even the biggest triggers a few weeks ago, now I … Continue reading Day 31: Overwhelming sadness →

Day 24: Damn, I miss him

Well, finally. It started to kick in. I've been thinking more about him the last couple of days. I was even able to cry again. Something I have been trying to get myself to do for a while but I was just not physically able to. So I'm not emotionally blocked anymore. Honestly, it was … Continue reading Day 24: Damn, I miss him →