Day 101: Boundaries

So last weekend I decided to be an idiot. Okay, I didn't actually decide to become one, I just let my inner idiot come out. And even that is not totally accurate, because making decisions requires a person to be present and I have to admit I wasn't fully lucid. Alright, I'll spit it out. … Continue reading Day 101: Boundaries →

Day 93: Breaking free

As happens when you're going through a break up, I've been having some epiphanies lately. I came across a podcast on which advice was asked for getting over someone you still like or maybe even still love. A few things were mentioned and since every person is differently wired, it would make sense that not … Continue reading Day 93: Breaking free →

Day 80: Let’s bring some psychology into this

We've officially been broken up longer than the last time. And I'm trying to start letting go of the hope we will get back together. Since my last post, things didn't go as smoothly as I wanted them to. Of course they didn't, you can't just force your thoughts and feelings to be a certain … Continue reading Day 80: Let’s bring some psychology into this →

Day 51: Blessing in disguise

The last two weeks I have been thinking about getting back together with him. I talked about it with a few friends and mostly with my Dad. He said I should follow my heart. That love and relationships aren't based on logic, but on feelings. He said that me and my ex are both special … Continue reading Day 51: Blessing in disguise →

Day 42: Definitely not letting go

Sometimes I wish I wasn't such an open book, you know? Sometimes I wish I could just secretly start seeing him again. To feel his fingers on my skin once more. To have his compliments lift me up. Nobody would have to know. I'd sneak him in and out of here. Or just only meet … Continue reading Day 42: Definitely not letting go →

Day 38: Starting to let go

Last Thursday I performed at an Open Mic. Earlier I had come to the conclusion I should go outside more often. I've been stuck in my room for the most part of last month, partly because of my thesis, partly because I usually prefer my own company to that of others. But as easy as … Continue reading Day 38: Starting to let go →