Day 157: More revelations

A few days ago I wrote my fifth letter for my ex. We've been broken up for 5 months now. As I was writing I noticed my tone was becoming slightly angry. It started off by irritation about how I'm still so trapped in not being able to forget him, but at a certain point … Continue reading Day 157: More revelations →

Day 101: Boundaries

So last weekend I decided to be an idiot. Okay, I didn't actually decide to become one, I just let my inner idiot come out. And even that is not totally accurate, because making decisions requires a person to be present and I have to admit I wasn't fully lucid. Alright, I'll spit it out. … Continue reading Day 101: Boundaries →

Day 42: Definitely not letting go

Sometimes I wish I wasn't such an open book, you know? Sometimes I wish I could just secretly start seeing him again. To feel his fingers on my skin once more. To have his compliments lift me up. Nobody would have to know. I'd sneak him in and out of here. Or just only meet … Continue reading Day 42: Definitely not letting go →