Day 179: Standards

Recently one of my best friends and I did a High School Musical marathon. Great movies, probably because it's 90% nostalgia, but still. One thing I noticed for the first time in the second movie is what great standards Gabriella has. I know, it's High School Musical, but hear me out. At first when she … Continue reading Day 179: Standards →

Day 157: More revelations

A few days ago I wrote my fifth letter for my ex. We've been broken up for 5 months now. As I was writing I noticed my tone was becoming slightly angry. It started off by irritation about how I'm still so trapped in not being able to forget him, but at a certain point … Continue reading Day 157: More revelations →

Day 141: Dreams

So much has happened the past couple of weeks. I turned 24 three days ago! I moved into a studio which is completely my own and it's amazing. I had my last day at the clothing store I work at (they decided not to prolong my contract, the assholes). I had that talk about that … Continue reading Day 141: Dreams →

Day 120: Still struggling

Long time no write. I guess I had to process what I wrote about in my last post. It impacted me more than I let on, and even admitted to myself. But I think I'm okay with it now. I even texted him again to ask if we could talk in person soon. I've been … Continue reading Day 120: Still struggling →

Day 42: Definitely not letting go

Sometimes I wish I wasn't such an open book, you know? Sometimes I wish I could just secretly start seeing him again. To feel his fingers on my skin once more. To have his compliments lift me up. Nobody would have to know. I'd sneak him in and out of here. Or just only meet … Continue reading Day 42: Definitely not letting go →

Day 38: Starting to let go

Last Thursday I performed at an Open Mic. Earlier I had come to the conclusion I should go outside more often. I've been stuck in my room for the most part of last month, partly because of my thesis, partly because I usually prefer my own company to that of others. But as easy as … Continue reading Day 38: Starting to let go →