I love being alone. I'm good at it too. Not only does it feel like my default state of being, I also genuinely enjoy it and often look forward to it when I'm with other people. But lately, I've been feeling lonely more often. And it's a particular type of loneliness: romantic loneliness. I feel … Continue reading A specific kind of loneliness
A few days ago I wrote my fifth letter for my ex. We've been broken up for 5 months now. As I was writing I noticed my tone was becoming slightly angry. It started off by irritation about how I'm still so trapped in not being able to forget him, but at a certain point … Continue reading Day 157: More revelations
Last week was absolute shit. Seriously, fuck last week. I know normally I'm always fairly positive, but there is little positive to say about last week. Sure, there were some highlights, but overall it was really bad. And I figured, that is also something worth mentioning. I pride myself on trying to be positive and … Continue reading Day 57: Exhausted
The last two weeks I have been thinking about getting back together with him. I talked about it with a few friends and mostly with my Dad. He said I should follow my heart. That love and relationships aren't based on logic, but on feelings. He said that me and my ex are both special … Continue reading Day 51: Blessing in disguise
Tea Time With Amber 