Day 24: Damn, I miss him

Well, finally. It started to kick in. I've been thinking more about him the last couple of days. I was even able to cry again. Something I have been trying to get myself to do for a while but I was just not physically able to. So I'm not emotionally blocked anymore. Honestly, it was … Continue reading Day 24: Damn, I miss him →

Day 17: Am I still me?

Yesterday I called my sister and told her I'm still doing fine and that I feel confused about that. She said I sounded like that's just how it is. She thinks it's not coming later, and that maybe I started accepting this situation earlier than when we broke up. That could be true. I said … Continue reading Day 17: Am I still me? →

Day 13: Maybe I’m in denial?

People say there are five stages of grief. Denial, anger, bargaining, depression, acceptance. They also say you don't have to go through each stage chronologically, or even experience all of them, or that you can go back and forth. But I'm fairly certain there's some truth to it. I can definitely recognise some of them … Continue reading Day 13: Maybe I’m in denial? →

Day 6: “Here’s your stuff back”

So today I went to pick up my stuff at his place and his parents' house. I was pretty nervous, but I told myself that it would only be as hard and sad as I would let it be. Hoping we could just meet as friends for this, and maybe talk a bit, I walked … Continue reading Day 6: “Here’s your stuff back” →

Days 1-3: I’m fine?

We broke up on our two-year-anniversary. Bittersweet. Celebrating and grieving at the same time. I couldn't have wished for a more mature and understanding conversation. We cried and hugged and decided it was time to say goodbye. The hardest reason to break up has to be that you don't believe you want the same things … Continue reading Days 1-3: I’m fine? →